[Immediately Suspicious. But anyway, Shiki's sitting on the floor of the costume hall with a.) a sewing machine (pink and white) that she found and b.) a bunch of half-created pieces that she c.) seems to tearing apart to make new things while d.) hanging out with a stuffed black cat. She looks up though because that sure is a 12 year old.]
Yeah. Did you need something? [Polite, at least, but also she's really wondering what's up.]
ray has to pause for a moment because you are not making him repeat the words "super cute".]
He said that you were extremely likable—just reword that in a Senri way. [...] He also said to chat with you, since you'd be willing to help out. You're the only participant so far that I know of who's met Ambition, so I wanted to hear your thoughts on her firsthand.
He wasn't wrong. Have a seat. [She points to a throw pillow on the floor.] What do you want to know about her? What she's like? Or what she said? Probably both, huh?
[Back to her project she goes.] She's kind of rude. Like. Really rude. But she understands ambition, I'll give her that...
I kind of got that impression, yeah. She said something like, "the best way to win is to completely discredit the competition" and talked about finding something compromising to pin on the other gods so people would stop following them.
[She makes a face, and soon she mimics a voice that's probably supposed to be Ambition.] "Ambition is about doing anything you have to in order to get what you want. Who cares if it's petty, as long as it gets results?"
So yeah, I'd say she's one of the gods willing to fight dirty.
[...] I'm moving to the winning side. Or a winning side, I guess, since the game can change at any point. I want to align myself with somebody who's not going to totally screw me because they don't like how I'm serving them or whatever. Losing's not an option for me.
I don't know if Senri told you that. But it's why he offered to help me defect. I don't know what happens to a god if they lose all of their followers, but I don't know if I care either. Maybe it'll teach her a lesson how to talk to people.
I don't have any intention of going after any of those. I've had enough disorder and ruin for a lifetime. [But she furrows her eyebrows together.]
She was so unhelpful! She didn't even answer any of my questions, and she said that the past and the future don't matter for the present which is a total lie. I still have things to worry about, and I thought that when I woke up here things wouldn't be like this.
[Shiki, shut up, Ray's 12. She fumes for a little longer, jabbing a needle into some fabric.] My wish matters. No matter what anybody says.
[She calms down after that, quiet and considering.]
I wonder if that's all she knows. She didn't seem to see anything wrong with the way she was thinking. I told her I got it but I left after that because I knew we were just going to keep arguing.
... Probably. One of the gods described her as someone who wants to impress the wrong kinds of people, and who equates being feared with having worth. Also, that she's pretty bad at self-reflection.
And that's why you're asking me. [Got it. There's a pause...and she decides, sure, she'll help him out.]
I don't think Ambition liked my offering very much. I'm pretty sure she only talked to me because I aligned with her. And the other three seem kinda tacky. [And terrifying.]
I hate to say it? But I can also sort of see why they're here. If all of the gods really did get along, it'd be harder to pick a winner, wouldn't it? Are you going to try to talk to all of them?
You think? [She has had zero reason to go to the pool because woo, let's not.] Maybe I'll pay them a visit next week just to see what the fuss is about. Any gods you recommend talking to?
week 1; thursday
Shiki Misaki?
[yo, the 12-year-old wants to talk to you.]
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Yeah. Did you need something? [Polite, at least, but also she's really wondering what's up.]
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[getting straight to it, apparently.]
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You've been talking to Senri, I see.
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[And what do you want to know, Ray?]
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ray has to pause for a moment because you are not making him repeat the words "super cute".]
He said that you were extremely likable—just reword that in a Senri way. [...] He also said to chat with you, since you'd be willing to help out. You're the only participant so far that I know of who's met Ambition, so I wanted to hear your thoughts on her firsthand.
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He wasn't wrong. Have a seat. [She points to a throw pillow on the floor.] What do you want to know about her? What she's like? Or what she said? Probably both, huh?
[Back to her project she goes.] She's kind of rude. Like. Really rude. But she understands ambition, I'll give her that...
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Yeah, stuff like that. I've heard about her from the other gods, but it'd be nice to get the perspective of a participant.
[...]
I'm assuming she's among the gods who don't mind their followers killing, if that's what it takes.
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[She makes a face, and soon she mimics a voice that's probably supposed to be Ambition.] "Ambition is about doing anything you have to in order to get what you want. Who cares if it's petty, as long as it gets results?"
So yeah, I'd say she's one of the gods willing to fight dirty.
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I don't know if Senri told you that. But it's why he offered to help me defect. I don't know what happens to a god if they lose all of their followers, but I don't know if I care either. Maybe it'll teach her a lesson how to talk to people.
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[his mouth twitches into a slight smile.]
She really pissed you off, huh?
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She was so unhelpful! She didn't even answer any of my questions, and she said that the past and the future don't matter for the present which is a total lie. I still have things to worry about, and I thought that when I woke up here things wouldn't be like this.
[Shiki, shut up, Ray's 12. She fumes for a little longer, jabbing a needle into some fabric.] My wish matters. No matter what anybody says.
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I wonder if that's all she knows. She didn't seem to see anything wrong with the way she was thinking. I told her I got it but I left after that because I knew we were just going to keep arguing.
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All of them except for Ambition, Disorder, Indulgence, and Ruin.
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I don't think Ambition liked my offering very much. I'm pretty sure she only talked to me because I aligned with her. And the other three seem kinda tacky. [And terrifying.]
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Tacky's definitely one word for it.
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tmw your default icon doesn't match any of what's going on...
pats
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Is there anything else you wanted to know?
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